Grope Films What Do You Think These Lyrics Mean?

What do you think these lyrics mean? - grope films

I can not control
My destiny
I hope my soul
My only goal
It is only too
Without
You
The hand gropes
The ear of
The pulse
Life goes on
But I'm gone
'Cause I is the
Without you
I'm dying without you
No day but today

[[The song is called but the film's Day today / Broadway musical Rent at the end of the movie (last song)]]
I have problems to understand what that means ... Need help?